Dear fellow readers, its been a really long long time. All the while I've been busy breezing through the months since September last year and even though my internship has came to a closing chapter, still i am saddled with loads of tasks that is unmanageable.

Finally in 2 weeks time, i will be ending my 3 years in polytechnic and graduate with a diploma. My life seems to be uncertain from this point onwards. I'm not sure what i should do or should be doing that is really beneficial for my future. There's the contradiction of choice choosing and weighing in between the word passion and stable.

And the thought of friends drifting further away and falling out of contact with them as you thread on with your career life, makes life seems dreary. I already am somehow experiencing it...

Had a great outing with my family today. In the afternoon, we drove to Bedok Reservior to had our lunch at Pasar Makan @Bedok Reservior market. I've taken a fancy to the malay nasi lemak being served at a particular stall there. It was superb! Another reason we went over there was because my dad had to chat with my aunt in regards about the new burial location for my grandma as the old cemetrial ground at Mount vernon rd was to be exhuamed and made way for a new development. Anyway i don't know much about the details.

Then after that small chat we headed down to toa payoh for a little stroll and found that there's nothing worth staying for so we headed down to Serangoon to pay a visit to my mom's sister. We spent an hour there chit chatting and exchanging recent details of our daily lives then we say our goodbyes and headed down to Nex to have our dinner. My mom wanted to dine at the Food republic but i didn't want to as the food being served there was not as enticing to that of the other restaurants situated at the 2nd and 3rd floor. In the end we settled for Siam kitchen. It was our first experience at the restaurant. The food was yummy but sour and spicy. And it was expensive as well. But nevertheless, it was a once in a lifetime experience that we'll commemorate.

Well hello there! The sky is super blue today with few pieces of fluffy cotton clouds on them making them seems like somehow i'm staring at a perfect picture of a high definition captured photo. Its a great day for outdoor activities today but somehow i'm stucked at home. For the past few days it has been raining on and off and the sky hasn't been looking that great. I wanna find some activity to do. Anything like going some places with my mom, having some drink and food and shopping.

Anyway, my mom just got me a Vichy cleanser because i've already ran out on my previous one. I'm having doubts about using this one. Have you heard or seen before a 3 in 1 facial cleanser that has got properties of a cleansing milk, toner and an eye make-up remover? That is like so weird right? I'm having thoughts of doing a product exchange but somehow my itchy hands have already remove the exterior protective seals. Which they only has one. And the last time i checked, there wasn't any protective seal on the inside of the cap. Sigh. Wtf.

I'm maturing and i sure as hell don't wanna messed up the quality of my face then what it already is. Thus i'm more concious and selective in products that is being used on my face.

Hello! Recently I've been busy with my internship. I'm working at ahem ahem. I think its not good to advertise the name here. Anyway, so far so good. My colleague has been treating me fairly good. Except for the buddy system which were so messed up during my previous first 2 weeks. As each different colleague has he or her tactic of checking in and out guests thus its hard for me to find an appropriate SOP among all.

Additionally, I felt helpless working for the first few weeks as my standard of checking in/out of guests were still not that up to standard. I haven't totally master my product knowledge yet and there are still lots of stuff to learn. This makes me feel implausible towards the guests i attended to. When i say product knowledge, it doesn't just stops at the information about the hotel and the raffles city shopping mall. I had to extend my learning towards the attractions of Singapore as well. Well mostly the popular ones. And i also had guests asking about the nearest available Apple (Mac) shop closest to the hotel.

But throughout the weeks, I'm doing fine. I'm slowly seeing some improvements even though there are lots of things to catch up on. By the way, did i mentioned i passed all my exams? Yessss! I did! I'm so happy about that. Anyway, the results were received 3 weeks back ago so the enthusiasm has already faded.

I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THESE!!!!!

Currently this is my exam period. I'm taking 4 exam papers this sem. And time really breezes past real fast and coming to an end to my 3 year course in Tp. Fast but not an easily life. Requires constant energy and determined to get through the challenges. You asked why am I online when I'm supposed to study for my papers? I have enough of it. Over stressed till my body hold on a stop sign and notify me to take a break. I've been studying way passed midnight till the wee morning. My eyes, hands and attention showing signs of weariness. And boy I've been a good girl too. Fasting from medias from a few day well all except for handphone for sms purposes and twitt.

I took an MC for both papers trying to squeeze more time for myself to complete those chapters that i would have a higher chance of passing my papers. 4 papers in just a week. Boy its really mental draining for me seriously.

10 more minutes to midnight. This is the reason why i'm unproductive and being term as Blur Sotong. Well, my friends did commented about me in the past but now they don't. I guess they have gotten used to it by now. I'm rushing to complete my project assignment and submit to my group leader now. Its super hard and tedious! Yes I'm complaining. I guess i got sick of studying. Even if suddenly there is an opportunity offered for me in the university, i wouldn't even dream of taking it up. Yes. I know in the long run i'd feel a little twinge of regret. But with my current performance, it'll be tough for me to handle and multi-task the workload that is being required of me.

I'm gonna have to sleep early soon because there'll be a napfa test for me tomorrow. I'm aiming for a bronze because there's a participation of 15 points awarded. Aiming high so that i won't fall so badly and that there's still hope for me.

I'm so badly in need of a holiday... 3 days 2 nights is all i ask.